Familys....

Why you all always think about I'm Still a small girl.
When you all will give me do somethings that i like.
when you all give me a chance to be independent?
Now I'm 17 years old.
Not 12 or 11 years old haven mature.
I have my own thinking.
Now,Spm had finished.
I just wan to go out to travel.
Do somethings that I like.
Because I knew that when i bigger i can't do it anymore.
I need to find my own job,I need to study harder and harder.
Why you all always don't believe me?
I really lie you all before.I'm Sorry.
But i Still study harder to get a good result at my Spm.
i just want to go shopping & travel izzit its a very hard choice to let me go?
Sister telll me that not sometime u wan to do then u can do it.
I just want to go travel,just a simple things i also cannot do.
I don't know what can i do now.
Whatever you all think about me.
Now i just thinking why should people live in this world?
why we have to live this world with unhappy memories?
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